Forever Isn't Long At All

I'm Hannah & I'm 15 years young. Yes, I smile. No, I'm not okay. I have been diagnosed with major depression as well as an anxiety disorder and I'm trying to break away from this vicious cycle of self harm.

Head is pounding. Eyes are stinging. Tired as hell.

I’m a screw up. I’m a liar. I ruin everything. I hurt the people I love. My trust issues ruin every good thing I have. I can’t sleep at night. My anxiety has ruined so many things it’s not even funny. I try to be a good friend. I screw up again. I don’t eat. I get angry and upset easily. I’m too sensitive. I get so attached and then lose everything. I am just so done. With everything. I need sleep. I need relief. I need an escape. God help me.